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I Just Lost Gypsy - My Heart Dog.


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  • 2 months later...

It's been 8 months today Gyps, almost to the minute. (You passed in my arms at 11:55pm). :( I have a candle burning for you tonight girl. :cry:

I still miss you more than ever. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. xxx :cry:

R.I.P. Gypi girl. :angel:

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  • 3 months later...

It is one year today since I lost my beautiful girl Gypsy. :( Not a day passes that I don't think of her. Yesterday I made a little video of her and as I searched through the memory cards from my camera, found pics of her I didn't even know I had. :( Don't get me wrong, I am happy I took them and have them but it was just upsetting seeing them. A year on and it's still hard to bring myself to look at photo's. :cry:

This morning something made me decide to clean out the kids tallboys. Just before I started I could hear these birds outside. The same birds that I heard the day I lost Jay Jay and also when I lost Whitey. I am not sure what they are, they sound small and there sounds like there is hundreds of them, the noise they make...

Anyways it made me think of Gyps. As I cleared out Jacks top drawer, I found something that I pulled the house apart looking for last Xmas. It was the Christmas hat Gyps wore for her last Xmas photo's. It has great sentimental value to me and I was so happy to find it today. I was devastated when I couldn't find it last Xmas. How it got there is anyone's guess...

Just after I found the hat, in the same drawer I found a photo of me and Gypsy together. It was taken not long after I got her.

It was as though Gyps somehow led me to find these things. Like they were little presents from her.

To top it off when I went outside to hang the washing I spotted several huge black birds in the tree across the road from me. At first I thought they were crows.

I thought to myself, 'I bet there is 5 of them', one for each of my Angels in Heaven. (Gyps, Cass, Claude, Jay and Whitey). :angel:

Sure as houses when I went out the front to get a better look and some photo's, I counted them and there was 5. Black cockatoo's, not something we get around here often.

As I snapped away with the camera, I wished for one to take flight so I could get a photo, seconds later one did take off and I got the photo I had hoped for! and the freaky thing is, when you look at the pic, the bird is looking right at me as though it knew I wanted to take that very photo.

I know Gyps made all those things happen today. :heart:

On the 20th of May, 10 months to the day I lost her I was sitting here feeling sad and sorry for myself trying to work up the courage to watch the first video I made of her after she'd died. Jack comes running out to tell me there was a rainbow outside. I didn't believe him at first as it was sunny out the back window. I thought he was joking, but when Bailey insisted there was one too, I went to have a look and sure as houses there was the most beautiful rainbow smiling down on us from the sky above. It bought a smile to my face and tears to my eye's.

I know Gyps sent it to cheer me up. :angel:

Gypsy - one year without you.

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This day one year ago,

You were here with me as one,

I lost you in the blink of an eye

Left heartbroken, lost and numb.

Life as I knew it changed forever

The instant you left this world,

I still miss you, I still cry for you

My beautiful Gypsy girl.

You left your pawprint in my heart

Your love etched in my soul,

I loved you then, I love you now

I will love you when I grow old.

You know I always loved the stars

Now I love them even more,

I think of you when I look at them

As you shine at Heavens door.

I know when you are with me girl

I can feel you when you're close by,

Some might even call me crazy

But my eye's, they tell no lies.

It may be a year since I saw you last

But it's a year closer to when I will again,

For you were my life for so long

My heart, my soul, my best friend.

I love you. :heart: xxx

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The black cockatoos.

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While I was waiting for these pics to upload to flickr I did a quick google search to see if there were any myths associated with the black cockatoo and this is what I found...

There is this aboriginal myth about the black cockatoo. It says when you see a black cockatoo flying over it means someone in your family or friends will die.

Read more: http://wiki.answers.com/Q/What_is_the_myth_about_black_cockatoo#ixzz219umQIPx

Something else I learned is that the yellow tailed black cockatoo is also known as a 'Funereal' cockatoo.

Ironic... especially when my first thought when I saw them was of my babies in Heaven.

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I have a candle burning for you tonight Gyps. You are never far from my :heart: xxx

Until we meet again, R.I.P. baby girl. xxx :rainbowbridge::cry:

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  • 11 months later...

Dear Gyps,

It's 2 years to the very day

Our lives were changed forever,

I love you now like I loved you then

I will love you forever and ever.

I think of you when I see the stars

From the heavens you shine down,

My beautiful girl, my very best friend

How I miss having you around.

My eyes are filled with tears my girl

What I would do to turn back time,

To have you sitting here at my feet

To see your smile just one more time.

Good things come to those who wait

And I know I will see you again,

I just want you to know how much I miss you

Gypsy, my best friend.

Love you Bibi Jay. xxx :heart::heart::heart:

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  • 11 months later...

It's been 3 long years today :cry:

Since the Angels called you away,

My heart still aches, my soul still grieves

They say time heals, but I disagree.

Ever since you had to part

I've cried for you, tears from my heart,

I miss you every single day

Still love you more than words can say.

But I know I will see you again

Gypsy my beloved friend,

You'll wait for me at the Rainbows end

And forever we will be together again. xx

R.I.P. Gypsy xx :cry:

28.8.99 - 20.7.11

Forever in my heart. xx :heart: xx

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But I know I will see you again

Gypsy my beloved friend,

You'll wait for me at the Rainbows end

And forever we will be together again. xx

R.I.P. Gypsy xx :cry:

28.8.99 - 20.7.11

Forever in my heart. xx :heart: xx

Such beautiful words to honour your beautiful Heart Dog.

I am sure Gypsy will have meet my Heart boy at the Bridge.

:heart:

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  • 11 months later...

It's been 4 years today. :cry::cry: :cry:

Four years ago, I looked into your eyes

For the very last time,

Held you as you took your final breath

And it felt like I took mine.

I miss you more than words can say

You were my friend, my world, my saviour,

It's because of you I am still here today

You gave me strength and made me braver.

I think of you when I look at the stars

And when I see a rainbow shine,

I think of you every night and day

How I wish I could turn back time.

And although it's been four long years

Since you left this world,

It's four years closer to when I'll see you again

My beautiful Gypsy girl. :heart:

I love you Bibi Jay and miss you so much. xoxo :cry:

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It's been 4 years today. :cry::cry: :cry:

Four years ago, I looked into your eyes

For the very last time,

Held you as you took your final breath

And it felt like I took mine.

I miss you more than words can say

You were my friend, my world, my saviour,

It's because of you I am still here today

You gave me strength and made me braver.

I think of you when I look at the stars

And when I see a rainbow shine,

I think of you every night and day

How I wish I could turn back time.

And although it's been four long years

Since you left this world,

It's four years closer to when I'll see you again

My beautiful Gypsy girl. :heart:

I love you Bibi Jay and miss you so much. xoxo :cry:

Rach, thinking of you and beloved Gipsy.xx I am sure she would have met up with all our loved ones by now. Bet you, Struppie and Strolchie have taken her out in the bush for a run. :heart:

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  • 11 months later...

Thinking of my beautiful girl today. :heart::cry:

As raindrops fall onto the roof

I sit and reminisce,

It's been five years today my girl

Oh how I miss you Gyps.

My heart still hurts

When I think of you,

My eye's still fill with tears

It feels like only yesterday,

But at the same time,

It feels like years.

You live on in my heart Gypsy

In my dreams and memories,

And although I cannot see you girl

I still feel you close to me.

I love you now, like I loved you then

I will love you forever and ever,

My beautiful girl, I will miss you until

The day we are back together.

Love you girl. xox :heart: xox :cry::cry: :cry:

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