Guest Piximatosis Posted October 15, 2007 Share Posted October 15, 2007 At 5.15 today Kaeleigh was euthanised. It sounds cliched but it shattered my heart into a million pieces. You can hear all sorts of things about how it feels to make the decision to put a dog to sleep, about how it feels when you realise they are NEVER coming home, but none of them even come close to accurately describing just how it rips your heart out. Kaeleigh had medical issues as well as behavioural but it was the behavioural problems that were dramatic enough to help me finally make the decision. Kaeleigh, I wish I could tell you, that I am so sorry, that I loved you more than words can say, that I did this god awful thing for YOU, even though it broke my heart, because you were so clearly not happy anymore. That I made mistakes with you from day one but I have learnt from them and I will never ever make them again. That I will never forget you. I will miss the way she dropped her ears when she was embarrassed or in trouble so she looked like a furby. I'll miss her yodelling and talking and grumbling and coming home will never be the same without her standing at the gate with a look of sheer delight on her face. I'll miss how she used to follow me to the bathroom and walk in and out through the curtain when I showered, and sleep on my feet when I was on the loo ;) Thanks to Freckles for driving us to the vet. I would have had an accident if I'd tried to do it myself. Rest in peace, Kaeleigh. You will never know fear or pain again. Go wrestle with your brothers at the bridge. Wait for me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mooper Posted October 15, 2007 Share Posted October 15, 2007 Oh, Pix ;) Your mum loved you, Kaeleigh. Rest in peace. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ish Posted October 15, 2007 Share Posted October 15, 2007 ;) At peace beautiful Kaeleigh - the most loved dog that ever there was Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Toohey Posted October 15, 2007 Share Posted October 15, 2007 Oh Pix, I am so sorry. My heart goes out to you ;) You loved Kaeleigh so much, and you made her short life a very happy one. My thoughts are with you in this awfully sad time ;) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Flaves Posted October 15, 2007 Share Posted October 15, 2007 Oh Pix, i am so very very sorry that you had to make this decision. Kaeleigh knows that you loved her so very very much. She loved you in the same way adn would understand why you did what you did. RIP Kaeleigh, be free of your demons. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tramissa Posted October 15, 2007 Share Posted October 15, 2007 I know this is repeated - but wanted to reply here too. I am so sorry darling girl. I hadn't realised things had gotten so bad with her. Reading what you have posted, no, you did not have any other choice. I don't think anyone here would even doubt how much you loved your girl. Certainly no-one who has seen you with her would doubt it and how you would fight to the end for her - unless, as is the case, it wasn't in her best interests. Kaeleigh has always known how much you adored and loved her. She will be watching over you all and will be waiting for you. I will never forget Kaeleigh as a baby - that god awful screaming at 5am. Both of us at ungodly hours of the morning trying desperately to shut her up. Her funny little wriggle as she tried to get around to lick our faces. How she managed to somehow do a running leap in about 2 metres of space, onto your bed - hard enough I thought she'd go right through it at times. Trying kibble and various raw foods to try and find a diet that wouldn't upset her tummy! Trying to stop her from jumping as a puppy, when she loved to jump and run. Kaeleigh - you've left a huge hole in your mummy's heart and a big hole in the heart of all who loved you - mine included. But we cannot regret the missing pieces as we would be so much poorer for not having loved you. RIP Kaeleigh. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Trisven13 Posted October 15, 2007 Share Posted October 15, 2007 So sorry Pix. ;) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dogdogdog Posted October 15, 2007 Share Posted October 15, 2007 So bloody sad. Fly free ;) ;) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freckles Posted October 15, 2007 Share Posted October 15, 2007 I wont repeat everything again. You know I'm here if you need ANYTHING and that is for ANYTIME of the day or night. ;) Play free and easy now Kaeleigh at the bridge and know you were sent with love Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
*Bella* Posted October 15, 2007 Share Posted October 15, 2007 RIP poor sweet Kaeleigh. ;) I am so sorry Pix. ;) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KitKat Posted October 15, 2007 Share Posted October 15, 2007 Oh i'm so sorry Pix ;) Fly free sweet Miss K ;) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bommy Posted October 15, 2007 Share Posted October 15, 2007 Pix, I am so sorry ;) RIP Kaeliegh ;) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
blacklabrador Posted October 15, 2007 Share Posted October 15, 2007 Pix, you said she was on loan from God but I thought she'd be with you for longer. ;) RIP Kaeliegh. *HUGS* to you little Pix. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kamuzz Posted October 15, 2007 Share Posted October 15, 2007 Piximatosis my heart goes out to you having to make the hardest decision of all. Your girl is at peace now, and she would thank you for that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chicko Posted October 15, 2007 Share Posted October 15, 2007 thinking of you.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tianakaesha Posted October 15, 2007 Share Posted October 15, 2007 Rest assured pix, Gilbie will be decked out in his tux and waiting for her at the bridge. all my love to you sweetheart. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cordelia Posted October 15, 2007 Share Posted October 15, 2007 I only just heard from Sas... Sorry for your loss Pix. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gottalovealab Posted October 15, 2007 Share Posted October 15, 2007 Sorry for you loss, Pix. RIP Kaeleigh Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rusty_shadow_mummy Posted October 15, 2007 Share Posted October 15, 2007 R.I.P Kaeleigh Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animal House Posted October 15, 2007 Share Posted October 15, 2007 RIP Kaeleigh Hugs to you Pix. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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